Wednesday, July 31, 2013

People almost always leave..


Life is made up of the million moments and experiences that either make you or break you. Going through all the transforming moments that crossed her, she was rational enough to pass them. She have always been afraid of needing anything or anybody. Security and emotional independency were everything she stood for. she lived her life free as a bird, enjoyed every second without getting overly attached to what would bring her happiness.

Sometimes life navigate us to routes we didn't intentionally plan. Routes where we finally find our life turning points. She never anticipated something like it to deform her life.It was that thing that found her weakest point, and occupied her with no mercy. It was something that made her swallow her pride, and fall for its charm.
With small and slow steps, it took her to that level that she is afraid of. That level of emotional vulnerability that she never wanted to reach. It switched her life completely, and somehow gave her a meaning. It was something that made her feel special, something that turned her to a better version of herself.

She spent her life building steep and inviolable walls around her to protect herself from emotional affliction, but sometimes all the strength in the world can fade away when you mostly need it. You never know when your heart tricks you and get attached to things that does not last. She thought she had everything under control, but nothing really was capable of holding her together at the time.
She tried so hard to stay within the limits and keep her distance, but something was pulling her there. It switched her priorities, and altered her ego. All her rules were broken, and her walls were shattered. It felt like she has fallen for it, but everything seemed falling in the right place.

Life somehow made her feel that she can make it work. All she wanted is to make it a successful journey. She poured her heart and soul into it, hoping to make it through. But when fate gets on your way, no fighter can have the strength to fight.

She found herself lost, not knowing how life would look like without it. She can't recall how she lived before it happened. When you lose something you love, your life becomes strange. It leaves your soul blundering, and it creates a hole in your heart that nothing can mend it. Your mind feels paralyzed, unable to comprehend it. It violently abuse your emotions, till you lose your faith in a better tomorrow. It's not easy to stay strong at that moment, but you got no choice but to accept it.

Sometimes we have to understand that nothing in this world will last forever. Sorrow will only prepare you for joy. Live your life to the fullest, and enjoy every second. Love deeply, because nothing will lighten up your world more than love. Share and help with no regrets. People will almost always leave, but memories will last forever. And when you look back to it some day, you will know that you had a life worth living. 

2 comments:

  1. cheers my nadoo. I am so proud of you. i am looking forward to read more of your writting i enjoyed it so much. love you my dearest wish you the best.

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