Life
is made up of the million moments and experiences that either make
you or break you. Going through all the transforming moments that
crossed her, she was rational enough to pass them. She have
always been afraid of needing anything or anybody. Security and
emotional independency were everything she stood for. she lived her
life free as a bird, enjoyed every second without getting overly
attached to what would bring her happiness.
Sometimes
life navigate us to routes we didn't intentionally plan. Routes where
we finally find our life turning points. She never anticipated
something like it to deform her life.It was that thing that found her
weakest point, and occupied her with no mercy. It was something that
made her swallow her pride, and fall for its charm.
With
small and slow steps, it took her to that level that she is afraid
of. That level of emotional vulnerability that she never wanted to
reach. It switched her life completely, and somehow gave her a
meaning. It was something that made her feel special, something that
turned her to a better version of herself.
She
spent her life building steep and inviolable walls around her to
protect herself from emotional affliction,
but sometimes all the strength in the world can fade away when you
mostly need it. You never know when your heart tricks you and get
attached to things that does not last. She thought she had everything
under control, but nothing really was capable of holding her together
at the time.
She tried so hard to stay within the limits and keep her distance,
but something was pulling her there. It switched her priorities, and
altered her ego. All her rules were broken, and her walls were
shattered. It felt like she has fallen for it, but everything seemed
falling in the right place.
Life
somehow made her feel that she can make it work. All she wanted is to
make it a successful journey. She poured her heart and soul into it,
hoping to make it through. But when fate gets on your way, no fighter
can have the strength to fight.
She
found herself lost, not knowing how life would look like without it.
She can't recall how she lived before it happened. When you lose
something you love, your life becomes strange. It leaves your soul
blundering, and it creates a hole in your heart that nothing can mend
it. Your mind feels paralyzed, unable to comprehend it. It violently
abuse your emotions, till you lose your faith in a better tomorrow.
It's not easy to stay strong at that moment, but you got no choice
but to accept it.
Sometimes
we have to understand that nothing in this world will last forever.
Sorrow will only prepare you for joy. Live your life to the fullest,
and enjoy every second. Love deeply, because nothing will lighten up
your world more than love. Share and help with no regrets. People
will almost always leave, but memories will last forever. And
when you look back to it some day, you will know that you had a life
worth living.
